Love Junkie

I took a shot of love intravenously the other day
Now I’m wrought with the scariest, most amazing plague
My heart rate’s a million a second
All the while the voice of reason beckons
For me to stop while I still can
I merely scoff and reply, “I’ll be damned.”
Since that day I’ve been surviving on 100% pink coke
And I can’t stop
I need it constantly even though reality no longer exists
I should stop but the illusion of the kissIs so much stronger than my will
This addiction that is strong enough
Is burning through my veins
Hurting me yet healing me
With every gentle caress
Love winds the rope around my neck with such finesse
Then when I finally slip of the pedestal which I’m perched
I won’t even realize when I’m buried in the dirt
Six feet beneath
Cause of death was a love O.D.
From multiple shots taken intravenously
But such is the life of a love junkie

World Undefined

Step into my world
Black oblivion home to wretched dream and beautiful nightmare
Are you afraid?
Yes, I see your stare
But I promise they’re locked away
Who?
Why the demons, soldiers of mockery and demise
It is them that you’ve seen within my eyes
At times.
They once controlled my inhibitions through fear
Aging my soul quicker than my years
See now, tears are still brought to my eyes

Step into my world
Silent cemetery of shattered fantasies and ruined ambitions
Are you startled?
Yes, I hear you catch your breath
But I promise I’m pretty much sane
Sure I can be a little warped at times
Due to the dark fumes that suffocate my mind
But it’s ok…
Then again they do consume my sense of reality
And I have to fight to maintain a state of normality
See now, there I go slipping again

Step into my world
Barren wasteland of old wars and run-down scars
Are you unsure?
Yes, I can feel your confusion
But I promise I’m still here
It’s just sometimes I close myself off
So If I appear a little detached or lost
Don’t worry.
But then again maybe you should still ask
See now, the loneliness is setting in once more

Step into my world
Please enter if you dare
For this world undefined I do not intend to share…

Sweet Interlude (APMM)

Along the musical scale that is my life
There have been many wrong notes of quarter-fears and inverted strife
A warped-out rhythm playing darkness upon my soul
Unfinished nocturne leaving in my heart a gaping hole
Bleeding it’s sad song…but then you came along.

At first there was the gentle silence that simply had me caught
And then your song.
Melodies that felt like silk against my cynical heart
Wrapping and weaving
Breathing and conceiving the notion that perhaps…
No, I cast the thought aside
Too used to manipulations and lies
But your honeydew tune
Washed away the doubt that had loomed
And in its place I saw your smile
Felt your touch
Never in my life have
I felt this much
Or even this true…

Uncanny beauty, where we’ll go, I can’t be sure
But I hope this sweet interlude grows into so much more.

Final Fantasy

In this world of overanalyzation and procrastination

We refuse to accept the truth in faith

Yet we choose other abstracts such as lust and hate

Wait.

I'll change tomorrow

Desensitized, we can't feel death or sorrow

Looking down on the masses

That share our noses, hands, feet and eyes

Lies

Are what we bathe ourselves in

Because truth had become a Deadly Sin

Too real for our eyes to behold

We lose ourselves and sacrifice our souls

Unknowingly to an evil

We choose not to see

Arousing that evil

Through what we choose to be

So easy to give into delusions

Thinking there is such thing as a fusion

Between the demonic and the light

Or perhaps we are hoping

That this twisted sight

Will give us the golden recipe

To ascend into paradise

Rather than transcend into fire...

Funny how we doubt other's loyalty

And happen to be the biggest liars

Preaching that in order to believe

That we are indeed

Approaching the end

We need the presentation of solid evidence...

But by the time it's manifested in present tense

It'll be too late

For you to change